Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in mike peugh's LiveJournal:

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Wednesday, October 1st, 2003
12:32 am	i wish u were there You don’t know me And I think it’s a shame that you’ll never see the best that I’ll ever be I push on and press forward to become the best just to spite you But deep down inside I think it’s my feelings just trying to fight you On the outside we can see I don’t need you here But on the inside I shed one simple tear Because in all honesty it hurts not to have by my side year after year I grew up trying to be so tough, “a man’s man” All I really wanted was for you to be there and hold my hand So here I stand all alone I stand here strong like a stone For the world to see I did it all on my own Wish you were here dad, sincerely the son you’ve never known (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, August 4th, 2003
1:18 pm	its been a while wow...it seems so weird to be back.....not really but for the sake of convo, we will just say it is......anyways, life has been a wee bit crazy.the storys i could tell. goin out and chillin with my role dawgs laughin it up have some good times, the brakin up of signal20 and they reuniting. one of the best nights of my life at sean's party. i killed my car finally. R.I.P. cavie. i have no car right now. kerry is lettin me use his just as long as i fix it. which is a pretty good deal i think. i wanna get a 1986 300zx. thats like the car that i want. i've been tryin to get back into workin out, gettin buff an all. i have had many a crazy girl story latly. many. ok well i guess thats all for now i'll be back soon i guess....until next time, don't drink and drive. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, June 23rd, 2003
12:41 am	no words none. nothing. i can't beleive this. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, June 21st, 2003
1:47 am	awesome!!!!!!!!!!! life is good...deff good. great night, wounderful night. even though im a babling fool. it was still great...and i hope for many more great nights to come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yay....like i said yesterday not words to dicribe. none at all.... Current Mood: listless Current Music: the sound of your voice is enough (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 19th, 2003
4:31 pm	yay i think its all gonna be ok. im very happy, very very happy. this could be something great and im willing to work for it. wishing it would be easy but knowing its not. i get all...odafbb...there is no word or set of words that can dicribe the way i feel. but if there were they would be good words the best words some one could say. ha listen to me im all babling...anyways i leave that for u guys to figure out. although to some it might not be that hard, but to others there gonna be like this kid is smokin....by the way y does everyone think im a stoner...i have never smoked in my whole life. i guess its the way i talk and the way i act im unusually passive and melo... wel most of the time. i guess im a pretty goofy guy to. i don't know....this is all just a bunch of gibba gabba im sooo bored... i thank God at times like these that he has blessed me with full moviement. ok well thats enough of this im gonna go try to find something to do.... Current Mood: bored Current Music: googoo dalls Iris (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 17th, 2003
9:33 pm	here we go again well i had surgery today on my ankle. so it looks like another summer on crutches...well im supposed to be on them anyways, im walkin with a cane (an old bat) it herts way worse than the first time. but its all good i have lots of good friends that come visit me. its nice to know some one cares. i have sleepin all day long. i said a bunch of stupid things while i was on drugs i wish they oulw had a someone taping it. im sooo dumb sometimes (who am i kidding, im dumb most of the time)anyways im done.... Current Mood: good (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 7th, 2003
1:27 am	laurasonthemic 87% midnite_saphire 84% blonde_bubbles 72% How compatible with me are YOU? (Comment on this)
Friday, June 6th, 2003
1:24 am	sk8ing i went sk8ing tonight!!! yay! well it was kinda fun it felt good to get back into my skates, but everything after that was no good lots of falling and makina fool of my self. i haven't been sk8ing sence i broke my ankle and u can tell that it been a while, i can't even drop in. i was alittle fustrated but what ever. after i have my surgery im gonna get back into it hardcore. its a lot of fun and pluse during the summer there are no waves so i need something to hold me over, till a nice swell comes in. i also chilled with mich and talyne to very cool ladies. we had some good times. i also chilled with fontain to night i haven't seen that kid in forever i forgot how cool he was. i think we are gonna chill more. well i went to the doc a few days ago it seems my metal plate in my leg is a little bent, so he wanted to take it out the tuseday that just passed and i was like ummm no...i have class and what not that i need to finish. so im doin it the 17th of june. that should be a big ball of fun...weeeeeeee....yea...i hate not being able to be active it kills me. grrrrr...anyway enough rambling... []DEACE Current Mood: content Current Music: something mello (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 31st, 2003
12:20 am	life just keeps getting better nothing seems like its goin good for me right now. im sure some aspect of life is goin good but for some reason im more content with fixating on the crappyness. it seems like whenever i see alittle light in the world things just get darker. i feel like givin up but i knwo i can't. i wanna go somewhere and start over. i feel like the great poker game of life delt me a crappy hand, and to top it off im no good at poker. but u make the best of it and u keep that stone poker face and don't let anyone know that all u have is carp and all u can do is bluff. i hate to be one of these complainy people that wines all the time on there journal, and i'd rather not get comments on how i should trust God and its all a test and how it will make me stronger at the end. i know all this, and plus its much easyer said then done. i just wish there was a way that i could...i don't know...fix it all...o well what ever im just gonna keep on keepin on. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 17th, 2003
11:56 pm	dearest journal yo. life has been kinda boring. devin and everyone went to daytona and i had to stay here becuase i had to work. so im all alone no one to chill with. o well life wil go on. i think im gonna start takina kung fu class again. insted of teaching i think i wanna be a fighter though. i did the whole art thing and it was great i learned alot, but im gettin to the point where i wanna see what i can do. its gonna take a while to get back to where i was because when i broke my ankle that kinda screwed up alot of stuff,but i'll get there. im gettin a raise at work which is cool. i can't wait til class is over im soo tired of the school im goin to. i want a normal class room. yea workin on cars every day is cool, but there is more to life. i need to follow my dreams insted of my head. one part is saying go make all the money u can the other is saying do soemthing u love and the rest will follow. i don't know. o and pray for a storm so there will be waves. i guess thats it. keep your nose clean. Current Mood: hungry Current Music: finch what it is to burn (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 11th, 2003
11:38 pm	woohooo well i went to prom with kelly last night. it was alot of fun and yes mike peugh the man with no rythem finally found some and danced, not just slow dance but the kind that involves the booty. i had a great time. kelly is madd cool, im glad she asked me to go with her. well im like runnin off of a like an hour's sleep and i have to go to class in the morning so im gonna hit the sack. Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: zzzZZZZzzz.... (Comment on this)
Friday, May 9th, 2003
2:37 am	hmmmm usually i don't write anything important in this thing. but here goes something that has been bothering me for a few weeks. all i hear from people (girls) is how they hate all these stupid HS games and drama, yet i when i speak to them all i here is HS drama and games. i guess im play one now by writing this but if u have a problem, im sorry (not really), i keep hearing how people are back stabbers and that all they do is talk behind other peoples backs and blah blah blah...well why don't try takin some of your own addvice. and stop being such little children about all these things, really everything i hear about has no real substance, none what so ever. o she said this he said that. i know that me and my good friend devin cahow pretty much keep to our selfs and don't really try to bother anyone, yet all this crap keeps flying around. its kinda starting to bother me (the reason for this entire). we should all take one step foward and grow up. i have talked this over with my compodray (i think thats how u spell the spanish word for friend) and we have basicly found a great saying by one of the great musicly talented artest hed pe "I DON'T GIVE A FUCK NEVER DID NEVER WILL" (o my gosh i can't believe he just said the F word) so talk your smack, do what u want as far as i am concered, actaully im not at all so u've got your life i've got mine and if your life is really that boring to talk about someone else and their life than knock your self out.........o and i really don't care about all the little comments u have to say, but leave them if thats what your little heart desires. Current Mood: content Current Music: hed pe i don't give a fuck (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 6th, 2003
11:34 pm	note to self note to self: when doin 180's in your vehical role your windows up or wear saftey glasses, becuase little peices of tire my fly into your eye and its not good when u can't see what your doin when you are trying to control a spinning 2,500lb object (the cavie)....anyways drive safely kids only trained persons like my self should attempt such things as 180's or 360's... (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 5th, 2003
11:16 pm	You are Wolverine! A loner by nature, you feel uncomfortable when around those you don't know and even those you do. You are awkward when it comes to relationships, but fiercely loyal to those you love. Which X-Men character are you most like? brought to you by Quizilla (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 22nd, 2003
11:59 pm	yo what up?!? well i hate crappy drivers on the road that do like 35 in a 45. i do suffer from a small case of raod rage. but only to those that are stupid. well i did have something cool to say but i forgot so make something up until i remember. anyways have a nice night or what ever part of the day it is when u read this Current Mood: relaxed Current Music: anything chill (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 17th, 2003
12:35 am	well hey there kids i haven't written in a while. nothing exciting as really been goin on. im on sprong brake now!!! i soooo needed a brake i was gettin so burned out workin 40hours and then goin to school for like 35 hours a week really was starting to suck. it feel so good be beable to chill with my friends again. i missed all the goofy crap we do. its nice not having to get up at 6 after only laying down to bed 5-4 hours before. there might be surf sunday and monday!!! but we will see. but anyways i just wanted to catch up with ya. anyways im out its gettin late. so i'll try to make a better effort to write. until next time God speed apolo 13 Current Mood: chill Current Music: mudvayne silenced (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 18th, 2003
2:17 pm	chef mike i just made the best chicken stake combo, fired in alot of stuff....it is sooooo good. i like cookin im getting pretty good at it. mike Current Mood: full Current Music: munhy mouth (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 16th, 2003
10:55 pm	sometimes i wounder sometimes i wounder if i'll ever find her the one that God's choosen for meeeeee and what if i find her and she doesn't like me i guess that disproves destany But i should know much better the sea is much wetter if planty of fishes to seeeeee and i know that my father has scoped out the water pick out a fishy for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Current Mood: chill Current Music: philmore (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 13th, 2003
8:06 pm	o yea what up!!!!its been awhile sence i've like sat down and actually wrote anythink more than a line in my journal. so im gonna try harder this time. life is ok could be better. im like almost excepted to pba i really wanna go there i should find out in the next couple weeks. i love my tattoo. im still single but im not sure if im ready to mingle, im not to good at the mingline part. but i did get a few #'s when i got my tat so maybe i'll follow those up, but probly not. i got my hours cut at work and a raise. yay!!!! i finally get some free time. anyways i guess thats about it. plz pray i get into pba!!!! Current Mood: mellow Current Music: the medows (Comment on this)
Monday, March 10th, 2003
2:40 pm	I got my tattoo last night!!!! it sooo phat im lovin it Current Mood: sick Current Music: little things (3 Comments |Comment on this)